Introvert Decisions

I was supposed to go with Cody for the day to a wedding rehearsal but as I got to thinking I realized if I went and “peopled” hard ALL DAY I’d be extroverted TF out. 🤷🏼‍♀️I got biz werk TO DO (people’s to HELP) I could of gone but then I’d be that girl sitting on her phone📱👀 the whole time 😂looking like I’m avoiding ppl. NO. 😌🙅🏼I’m grateful as balls I never have to miss LIFE and I can work from wherever!! Most people don’t realize that when I’m on my phone for a quick second at the top of a hike, because that’s what I do NOW versus sitting in a cubicle for 8 ours straight 3 yrs ago. 🤷🏼‍♀️Just sayin..
I REALLY want to be FULLY present for our friends special day tomorrow. (I always get so emotionally wrapped up in wedding ceremonies😍💕 I love LOVE #empathproblems ) so 💁🏼I changed my plan.
I asked my man if he minded that I stayed home and worked my personal development 📚+ biz for the day 👩🏼‍💻 He was totally cool with going solo. 🙏🏽This way I’ll be an attentive, social +1 as his date 🔥❤️
Naturally, I began to feel FOMO. Told myself “you’re doing this for you, it’s all good, relax.” I stuck to my decision. Old me would have been stuck to his back 24-7 because I had no sense of self-care, awareness of energy or independence. Anxiety AF. Plus I always had to work so I’d be STUCK. With NO CHOICE. Today I got to choose 😭❤️
Before I knew I was introvert AF I would get overstimulated to the max, deer in headlights glazed over feels than just !BE MEAN and chalk it up to “well I guess I’m just a b*tch..”
It’s freakin RAD what a shit ton of self care in the form of home fitness, eating right, proper supplementation and personal growth can do for your confidence, thoughts and LIFE. Grateful AF.
5:30am✔️ 30 min workout🏋🏼‍♀️ done with my accountability babes 👭💻while hubs slept in 😴early Friday coffee ☕️date before he hit the road to Hollister 😍 I stayed in my home office 👩🏼‍💻😅ALL NIGHT making sure I got back to everyone that filled out my app💌for my upcoming OCT9 “Level UP☝🏽” accountability group. Let’s freakin DO DIS. ⓁⒾⓃⓀ to apply

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