Introvert Decisions

I was supposed to go with Cody for the day to a wedding rehearsal but as I got to thinking I realized if I went and “peopled” hard ALL DAY I’d be extroverted TF out. πŸ€·πŸΌβ€β™€οΈI got biz werk TO DO (people’s to HELP) I could of gone but then I’d be that girl sitting on her phoneπŸ“±πŸ‘€ the whole time πŸ˜‚looking like I’m avoiding ppl. NO. πŸ˜ŒπŸ™…πŸΌI’m grateful as balls I never have to miss LIFE and I can work from wherever!! Most people don’t realize that when I’m on my phone for a quick second at the top of a hike, because that’s what I do NOW versus sitting in a cubicle for 8 ours straight 3 yrs ago. πŸ€·πŸΌβ€β™€οΈJust sayin..
I REALLY want to be FULLY present for our friends special day tomorrow. (I always get so emotionally wrapped up in wedding ceremoniesπŸ˜πŸ’• I love LOVE #empathproblems ) so πŸ’πŸΌI changed my plan.
I asked my man if he minded that I stayed home and worked my personal development πŸ“š+ biz for the day πŸ‘©πŸΌβ€πŸ’» He was totally cool with going solo. πŸ™πŸ½This way I’ll be an attentive, social +1 as his date πŸ”₯❀️
Naturally, I began to feel FOMO. Told myself “you’re doing this for you, it’s all good, relax.” I stuck to my decision. Old me would have been stuck to his back 24-7 because I had no sense of self-care, awareness of energy or independence. Anxiety AF. Plus I always had to work so I’d be STUCK. With NO CHOICE. Today I got to choose 😭❀️
Before I knew I was introvert AF I would get overstimulated to the max, deer in headlights glazed over feels than just !BE MEAN and chalk it up to “well I guess I’m just a b*tch..”
It’s freakin RAD what a shit ton of self care in the form of home fitness, eating right, proper supplementation and personal growth can do for your confidence, thoughts and LIFE. Grateful AF.
5:30amβœ”οΈ 30 min workoutπŸ‹πŸΌβ€β™€οΈ done with my accountability babes πŸ‘­πŸ’»while hubs slept in 😴early Friday coffee β˜•οΈdate before he hit the road to Hollister 😍 I stayed in my home office πŸ‘©πŸΌβ€πŸ’»πŸ˜…ALL NIGHT making sure I got back to everyone that filled out my appπŸ’Œfor my upcoming OCT9 “Level UP☝🏽” accountability group. Let’s freakin DO DIS. ⓁⒾⓃⓀ to apply

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