THAT’S what I LOOK LIKE?!

“OMG, THAT’S what I LOOK๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€ LIKE?!”ย dissatisfied AF. Have you ever saw a photo of yourself and thought this? You’re definitely NOT alone. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐ŸฝI remember being at the beach on vacation with friends and feeling so UNCOMFORTABLE while my bikini CUT into my sides, leaving these painful red indent marks. I couldn’t even focus on having FUN. I was too worried about about others noticing my “problem areas.” ๐Ÿ˜ญAlways trying to hide or stand at *special* angles.
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I asked Cody to take cute beach photos (like all those girls on Insta) I did a few poses and when he handed it back ๐Ÿ‘€ I was SO EMBARRASSED of what I saw – he probably thought I looked great. He’s loved #datass at every size. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฝ I’m not shaming my before body, I JUST WASN’T HAPPY. I wanted MORE. It’s OKAY to not settle!!
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Before home fitness (because nothing else worked for me) I never felt CONFIDENT in my skin. I always thought my “pear ๐Ÿshape” (someone called me that, I was like WTF), love handles, cellulite, big thighs and flabby arms were GENETICS. I always thought being overweight just ran in my family and the older I’d get the bigger I’d get and that was just life. I was SOO freakin sad about that story I kept telling myself.
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Maybe you’ve never done this but I spent A LOT of time talking to myself in the mirror like “why can’t you just go away” as I’d grab onto some extra fluff. ๐Ÿ˜ญ I used to spend hours on Pinterest “pinning” “goal bodies” just *wishing* I was SOMEONE ELSE.
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I just wanted to FEEL GOOD and not obsess over my BODY instead of being present FOR LIFE!! We deserve it.
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๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘€I thought my butt was ok in jeans because they shaped it but THAT’S IT. I’d see myself in a thong and be so UNHAPPY with my reflection. ๐ŸคขI felt super confused of “where to even start” but NOW I follow a super simple plan that tells me EXACTLY what to do and I promise if I can do it SO CAN YOU. We will together. I share this to show you POSSIBILITY!! Never to brag. I’m proud of me tho!! You deserve to feel proud of YOU too!!
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Self-love isn’t settling. I have learned that we we can love ourselves where we are and work every day to be better through foods, proper supplementation, fitness and SUPPORT. That’s my truth and it’s what I help other women do AS MY JOB. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝฮฑโ„“ฯ‰ฮฑัƒั• ะฝั”ัั” ั‚ฯƒ ะฝั”โ„“ฯ ๐Ÿฝ๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธstart Nov13 with me, clicky le link ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿฝ bit.ly/LetsDoDisssto make *Confidence Gains* with meee ๐Ÿ‘ญ๐ŸŒˆ ๐Ÿ’ŒPromise you will. โšก๏ธโœจ

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